Friends are asking me to update! oh my god,as what I have said, I shall not let them down =D

Seriously before I do any planning for the orientation, I told Jia Hao my problems.
He advised me on what to be done. I am seriously just losing to myself this few days.
being so emotional. Thinking alot of things.
My brain's gonna burst within one minute.

Oh ya and the training for SEIT Bridge Leader on 9 April is cancelled!
happy?
laugh*

Please help me pass on the message people who have read my blog to your fellow peers.
Thanks. I won't wanna see lost sheep on that training day. (:

10 April training's still ON!
Attendance is complusory. No excuses!!
Be there all Seniors and Juniors.

I don't know why my mood seems to sink to the lowest depth of my life?
I am feeling so hard to breathe inside. Where by there are TONs of tears waiting to be spray out like water pipes anytime. I don't know.
Everything seems to be so screwed up. Isn't it because of myself that causes all this?
I can't blame others. Who to look upon? no one. I am a person that don't really speaks up to my problems. Please don't ask me. I will appreciate that. I will just need sometime alone.
Those that know my problems, I am really glad for your company. Jia Hao especially. Thank you "didi" for your advises. I needed all that pushing and lecturing.

I shall let the time heal the wounds.

I am just not a good leader
Not a good boyfriend.
Nothing can really compare myself to only a piece of million stink shit.
Trust me. Everything's so sucky until I don't wish to talk anymore.
I felt bad. I felt rotten. Please may the bomb land on me and let it explode. I rather be gone than go through all this torturing.
God please hear my wish.

To my dearest darling.
Seriously, I am not a good boyfriend to you this few weeks.
I don't know why I became this way. Darling, no matter what happen, I will still be by your side.
I still love you like how much an worm love the apple no matter how bitter it is. You have been a great and understand girlfriend to me. I am super glad that heaven send you to me.
On monday is our second month anniversary!
isn't that great?
I have been looking forward to it since last month! laugh*
I will want to make this day a happy day for you.
I love you girlfriend LIN Yu-Jun.

Shall not bother to blog anymore on the days ahead this week. I don't want people to suffer from my agonise complain.
When I am better, I will be back.

I miss serene and jenna.
Serene I will miss you because you are our "Taima". ( great grand mother) work real hard yeah. guess you know what I mean.
Jenna seems to enjoy in Taiwan? hope so.
Shifu take care.