Perhapes just some mishandle of cases like friendship causes me to regret alittle.
Yesterday night, something happened. I should not have said all this to Jia Hao and I have made one of his friends to misunderstand what I am trying to express.
So sorry to his friend. I didn't mean that at all.
Just that I was sick this days and I wasn't clear about what I am harping about.

Hope all this things can end soon as I don't really wish to lose a friend just like this.
Deep in heart, I would like to say sorry to this friend of mine.
I am truely sorry.

Why am I sick this moment?
I just can't believe all this.
I am such a freak man.
Sick made me say those I should not have said.
Sick made me neglect those I should not have neglected.

Who are there?
Who are you?
Why are you here?
And What am I saying now?

Oh god, I just wanna get well soon. I don't want my darling to worry so much.
Popping flu pills. I want to get well!
I can't do alot of things when I am sick.
Maybe all this are just predestined. wth?

I don't know what am I talking now.
seriously just feel like taking a gun and shoot at myself.
bang! and once and for all. ended just like this.

back to the realistic world.
I am going for another round of JRA workshop tomorrow.
Oh well. Why?
Because I went halfway due to some test in school.
If I skip that test, I will be resting at home for the next two day to recuperate my sickness.
see? regretted. If I skip that test, I will surely regret once and for all. Why? I would not have gained what I gotta learn in school.
Sometimes, life are just full of regretted stuff.
Hope time can shoot like a rocket so I will not worry so much.

Holiday?
nah, it's hardcore suck.
Nothing to do and I rot around.

April Orientation? Stress.
Why? New arrangement has been made and we have been force to get use to it.
All this are just simply stuff we are tired of. We shall be flexible then. Grow and learn.

Oh well, enough of blah blah blah.
Get to bed soon and everything will be okay then.
Good night!

I just hate myself to neglect you. I love you darling.
Who can tell me what to do?