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Date:
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Time:
2:42 AM
The tough days for me are fulfilling.
The two days of orientation makes me learn alot. I saw people of different faces. No matter what happen, when comes to authority, people always change. That's what I can say. 14 and 15 April 08 (Summarise) I was happy and also disappointed with all my action. I am bringing SEIT down. What am I doing?Not because I screwed up or whatever. But I just feel that the leading feeling is no longer the same as last time. I saw the juniors working real hard. But, are the seniors of my school teaching them the right things? Or they are just teaching them political stuffs and how screwed up this chairman of theirs is? Seriously, I don't really care much about what people say about me. If you wanna say, go ahead. I am not gonna feel pain after you have say me. I told my whole school off on the very first day of orientation. I also don't wanna say all this hurtful things to them. But I am left with no choice. I can't let my juniors suffer! I must protect them and teach them all I have learn before I am graduated from this school. I am worried about them. I scare they can't cope. I scare they are tired and might want to give up which they didn't and no one talk to them about the problems. I scare they are too stress and cannot manage. But one thing I have in them are always there forever. The trust. Simple mutual trust I have in them. Will be engrave in my heart. I love you guys. I know the juniors wanna improve. for the seniors Thanks for all the help seniors of SEIT BLs. You guys not really disappoint me but can teach the juniors more things. In my eyes, none of you all are bad. But just a leader that are close to me. remember, we are a family. The BLs family. Thanks seniors. for the juniors... Juniors, give yourself some times alright?If you guys need help can approach me or any seniors. You know what? I am damm proud of you guys. You make me feel the day of leading once again you know? The small motivation you guys give me was awesome! When I am tired, I never fall to see the smile on every junior's face. The smile they gave me was just something I needed. They are telling me something. Something that I must carry on. Guys, can I say I will miss you all? Juniors, david salute to you. You guys are great!! SEIT juniors, show me something on Friday. I know you guys will surprise me again. WE ARE ONE BIG FAMILY!!! Dialogue was okay on 15 April. Can I choose not to tell more? I am just tired. Once again, thanks you all BLs of SEIT. Without you guys, there won't be any April Orientation. THANK YOU. nights darling,work hard for your attachment. I love you.baobei signing off... . laugh*
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