No matter is I help or I never do anything, I am always blame. Why? Can someone tell me why?

It's just so tiring everyday waking up to another day and being blame once again. Being nice and considerate to others also being blame.

You guys made me so tired. Happy?

I just hope someone who will truely understand me.

Not scolding me damm useless all these. If you wanna scold, go ahead. I know I am very depress that's all.

To hell those that give me trouble. Now no one is willing to listen to me le lohh.

Janejie xiexie ni for yesterday night. I know you are stress too. But don't think so much okay?

I know I have my limits of enduring, but once over I am
gonna give up all. I find that having carefree life is what I seek now. I just don't wanna have anymore stress before I go NS. Clear-minded.

I just hope me and xy bro will be okay soon. I really don't wanna lose a good friend and good brother like him. I am sorry.