I don't know why my time zone seems to be screw up.
I slept at 5am, wake up at 1pm.
It's just so wrong.
When I wanna sleep, I just can't.
Alot of things crush into my brain once again.
Is not "flow". Is "crush".

The Jan Orientation is on its way.
I scare I can't focus and help my Tudis. I don't know why leh.
My mood seems to go all the way down.
Once again my world seems to be grey again.
But still there's a rainbow waiting for me to ride on. The other side is a pot of gold. A happiness pot.

I went to read J**J**'s blog, I felt more better. Thanks for willing to let me lean on your shoulder. I will lean it de okay! haha. I just wanna tell you that don't worry about the "you". If you wanna know I can tell you. It's my godbrother loh. We always quarrel. And I am a person that hates quarrels. It made me feel super sad. So yup, hope you have a great great year ahead oh. I put it as you because I just don't want
people to ask too much. But sometimes is also my fault that the quarrel starts.I will try to tolerate as much as I could. (: I would like to thank you for giving me nice nice and memorable memories for the 5 months. I am really glad le. I will never ever forget the path we took together. But maybe I am just not the destiny one to complete it with you. What you wish will come true de. Santa will grant you because you have been a good girl this year. So no worries =D

So yeah, I will try to manage it de. thanks for all your concern wor. And of course don't quarrel with your mommy oh. Smile smile girl =D good luck for your work at SGH next year. Must take good care of yourself yeah. In fact take good care of all the people around you. Misses always from dav (:

It's okay JIEJIE that you both never go camp. I won't blame you all.

Now I am staring at my own computer screen. Felt all empty.

脑子一片空白。
现在我不想做任何东西。
我想要永遠睡覺。
沒人干擾我。

聖誕節我要做什麼？
在家睡覺？
觀看我喜愛的動畫片？
我認為它是偏僻的白色聖誕節。

我已經不關。
再見

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