I am down.
Really down.

Dad's in hospital ICU.
Need breathing system to help.
He wanted to end his life.
What can I say and do?

My mom and I did our best.
He said silly things that made us teared.
I cannot break down now. Be strong.

But I have my friends to help me and advise me.
Christ besty accompany me through the night in the hospital. Thanks besty. Without you, I don't think I will know what to do. And of course I will treasure you always. Best ;)
Hao is one of them. My bestest godbrother. Thanks alot for what you have said and lend me a shoulder/hand when I needed it.
Gan-ma and Hao's godfather, thanks alot for your concern and guidance.
I hope he will be fine.

Thanks Mao and Kayan for coming down the hospital.
Thanks Jun for sending the message.
Thanks.


I hope I can hold on. I really hope I can... ..