Because of something, I can't love her.
This "something" is unexpressional(can't be express out).
Because I don't wanna hurt her. I say all this.And I don't hate her.
Because I know, it won't do both of us good.
it's a endless waiting.Perhapes the fate between us has pass on.

I admit I do love you before. I just can't bring myself to the past.
only hurting memories wakes me up.
I don't wanna get emotion again.
I don't want her to feel hurt again.
Hope she can understand.

I wanted say all this because I do care her as my friend.
I wanted you to wait, it's to let you change.neither your attitude nor your appearance.
but sadly you disappoint me with the "something" I hate.

I don't want you to wait for me anymore.
I am simply not the kind you worth to wait.
it's a endless waiting. You will hate me. You will ignore me. What I want is you to be happy.To be safe. That's all.

just wanna say I love you for the very last time.
I love you.<3

memories are past.
futures are waiting me to unveil.