Seriously speaking,yesterday night I reached home.I was hell tired.I felt really disappointed in myself during the ruin meeting yesterday night.
I did reception yesterday at Suntec City clean and green.All was really well.We ate Mac for nearly the whole day.Until I nearly puke out. :) Assist Ming Jie in stuff he don't know.
Thought everything would go really well after the clean and green event.Debrief and stuff.Then release them go home.We gotten goodie bag.Then off they go home.Ask them rest well and stuff.Left Nico,JiaHao,Jiekie, Yong Xiang,Stanley and Brandon.Walked around Suntec while waiting for Jenna and the other BLs..Stanley was really funny.Trying to make us laugh.

We played a prank on Jenna,Alphon and Jessica.Tell them that we failed the event.All of them was really trouble minded.And they actually believed us.So funny.
All goes on as the dept rep meeting carried on.Then after that release them home.

Exco meeting,hell terrible.
Thick gunpowder.Air firing here and there.Can see that our seniors are really disappointed in us.I know how they feel.So I decided to keep quiet.Jenna cried,said that she fail as a mentor to us all.
The moment she cried,tears also started to surround my eyes too.Because I know the mess we are in.But the problem is I think that our problem are not big as long as the both party give in to each other.When one of them flare up,the other one will also follow.What can I say about them??
This is practically "Monkey see,Monkey do". Two of the commitee also felt the same way I felt. When Jenna said that out,our heart sank completely. forget it shall not say more, then,Jia Hao left the other side to find his bus.The I trained home with Nico till Tampines.

Saw one of the party blog when I reached home.And "he" said he played mind game.It hurt all of us.I don't understand why he would do all these unrealistic stuff.So what if you have provoke her to flare up?You think a fight or quarrel can really solve?I don't think so.It's simply a "Childish" act.I admit I did cry yesterday night.I don't understand why are our team this way?

Can't we really talked over?Always tend to aim at one and other bad points?Abit of things we will be screw up and ended up quarreling.If you guys wanted to quit BLs so easily,why in the first place you join?I don't believe they can really say all this out so "easily".One word quit is easy to say,but what about us?In the first place we are a team,now we are like a lost boat surfing in different direction.Hope that we are those capable ships that are really capable to see the light shining from the lighthouse which is the advise given by our mentors.

If we don't care about this problem,we will not stayed up so late after our event.Jessica will not make this trip down.Just to solve the childish act you both given us.I am really disappointed in some people.


but...
one more thing,I will now focus more on our basic foundation.Help to make this friday a successful one.

Nico,Jiahao,JieKie and Zhi wei.
I still trust you guys.no matter how many bad comments I made,it's still an advise/suggestion.
This is what a leader should do when one of them make mistake.Correct them.
Jessica told us this.And I truely agree.