After work today,head off to Ang Mo Kio to meet retardo with Mao.Then we ate dinner at the nearby coffeeshop of retardo house.before that,hang out at the park near Ang Mo Kio there.Talk there awhile.But retardo was on the phone with her friend Valerie.
Shall talk again soon.

On the way home today,talked to Mao about my personal stuff again.This time round,he never give me advise.But he said something that maybe I should wake up myself for now.He said, he had already said what he wanted to said to me,so the rest is up to myself.No one can make the decision for me.

I think Mao won't see this,but still I got to say something.
Mao,I am pretty sorry for what I have been joking about to you this few days.I am really sorry.I know I should not make fun of this kind of things.I am at fault.Sorry.

I am feeling damm moody now.I thought of taking leave tomorrow.But I think I should not treat my job this way.No matter what,I got to hang on to it.Maybe working on Saturday.But must see if my chef got ask me to stay over and help.If she did,perhapes got to cancel the outing man.
Really hope someone to tell me what to do.I am at loss.really loss.

Please do not blame if my heart cracked once again.