The D'story Silly D crazy J-moments |
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Date:
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Time:
12:47 PM
Today I was really piss off** Milo is giving me lots of trouble.But never mind then.He is my puppy.I was thinking lots of things yeah.Nowadays,I think that being together is not a kind of happiness but pure "torture:.Plus yesterday night I am so disappointed.I am so disappointed with "her".Sigh** I don't think we can go on.Not anymore.I am tired.This relationship that I devoted myself to seems no pay back.I don't want that.I want someone that knows how to cherish and understand well.I wish that she would change.But would she change for me?I doubt...Perhapes I should not say all this now.I am now with "her".I yearn that she will change.May god Bless Our relationship.I know it is on the brink.But I wish to save it if I have the strength to do so.Mighty David!! To tell you frankly.I am no longer the David that you guys know.I am sad.No ones understands well.But when I am alone,I feel happy.I wish time could go back.When I listen to songs.I feel really happy.Being alone does not mean anything yeah?But being alone can make me feel more better.I wish that we can be like last time.Going out with Christ pals till late night and after back home,being reprimanded by our parents.That is truely pure happiness.Laugh** I am silly though.In this world I think that we are free when we are without all those "burden".Many people think that being together is a kind of bliss.But they do not know the "dark" side of "LOVE".It is really scary.It causes "depression".It causes "Love Sickness".And some even serious case,It even causes "DEATH".But I would like to say that if all could forsake that,that is a kind of true joy.No more sour thinking.Just be yourselves. Be well people.Continue later on if I have the time.Do take care.Watch out yourselves. Laugh** and Sigh** |